my boyfriend, although he doesn’t read tumblr, me and him have been through so much in the past two years, our on and off relationship was a rollercoaster from fucking hell! i can’t even explain how bad i really hate him, and how much i wanted him to recieve karma, but i finally realized, deep down i had the strength to forgive him, because i knew i loved him. we are now on our 6th month of dating and it’s been the happiest six months of my entire life. he does so much for me and always randomly let’s me now how much he loves me and how pretty he THINKS i am, i beg to differ, but he always lets me know he carse in some little way. i absolutely love him, with every bit of my heart.

and definatly for martyna, from our nicknames which are, marbar, borat, miz, mar, tee tee wee wee, marker, and of course tynaa, i fucking love you bubba! your the only person that really doesn’t judge me for who i am. you listen to the same music i do and you listen when i talk. i love hearing about what’s going on with your life and to this day my mom thinks its funny that right when we met we talked about what was going on with seans surprise party lol ! i love you and i don’t really know what’d id do without you. you’ve gotten me through so many tough times and showed me strengths i didn’t even know i had. you let me dream about what i wanted to dream about and joke around with every little thing i could in life. i love the fact that yur polish haha and i love our little rants in third person and switching places. i know right now it’s difficult for us to hang out because of the distance even though we live in the same state, but you are my first priority on everything i have to do in life, hopefully when i get a little more expirience in the city me and you can meet up and get lunch and i can show you around my school ! i fucking love you and i can’t wait untill we can hang out all the time when we are older and do the things we always wanted to. although you are probobly going to miss my warped tour this year because you are going to poland i know we will see each other soon. and to be honest, you’re the only person that i talk to every single day, whether it’s texting, video chatting, iming, twitter, tumblr, we find a way to communicate !! i love you girl and no matter what you will always be my best friend <3

FACT: i just teared up writing this, im a sad person…